Things I love/need to figure out

I love:

• Lists
• My dog snoring
• Naps
• Weekends spent with my baby brother
• Waking up to a fresh cup of coffee poured by the baby brother (who is 12, not a baby)
• The laziest of Sundays
• Dinners with Derek
• Cooking good food
• Rum
• My bed
• Costume Research
• A mostly clean room
• Private Practice Marathons
• Long weekends
• NYC in 3 weeks
• Summer Job Applications

things I need to figure out:

• Why does it bother me that Mike (my ex who i was essentially engaged to) is in a relationship?
• Why I am so unmotivated to finish my choreography?
• Why I am so unmotivated to finish anything?
• Why can't I get over this damn cold?
• Why is putting together a professional resume vs. an acting resume so difficult?
• Why do I want to drink gin so badly?
• Why television is so much more interesting than real life lately?
• Why am I still awake at 3 am?

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