sometimes i think i'm so comfortable with being alone that i'm afraid of letting someone ruin my comfort.

sometimes i think i invest way too much in people who never once asked me to invest in them.

sometimes i wonder if i create situations in my mind. if i take real events and embellish them too much in my brain.

sometimes i miss a voice mail that was potentially a huge opportunity and everyone tells me it means something better is coming but i dont want something better, i want that missed opportunity.

sometimes i listen to cast albums and daydream about being onstage every day for the rest of my life

sometimes i just wish i already lived in florida

sometimes i am obsessive over Josh Groban and i dont care because i legitimately want a man like him.

sometimes i am such a damn clutz and i'm frequently terrified of ruining my career with a fall or a twisted ankle

sometimes i have to remind myself that i'm talented

sometimes i worry that i've crossed the threshold from just single to just pathetic

sometimes i really want to meet Kevin Bacon

sometimes i stop making sense in my own blog posts.

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sometimes a day can start out completely hopeful and you can get home and crawl into bed feeling so small.