Limbo

Living in limbo. Summer always does this to me. I tell myself I'm looking forward to the break and then...

I get restless. I've already been on vacation, I've been in a show, I've been working and trying to manage my money.

But for whatever reason, there's this anxiety lurking over me, edging me to do something- but I have no idea what. I've been trying to prepare for CHARM, but because the stage manager hasn't given me my official script it's rather difficult (don't even get me started about our SM...). I wanted to see my friends and hang by the pool and have a ridiculously wonderfully lazy summer, but I'm staying at my mother's to save money on gas and therefore I'm having a terribly boring lazy summer. Plus, everyone is busy being in shows and living in Salt Lake and i'm just here like "Oh, hello midnight quesadilla, will you be my friend?"

I'm out of it. I'm lonely and anxious and oh so ready to just start this semester and get it over with so I can move on with my life. Utah is so stagnant, and dull, and I need to be somewhere that brings me joy and life and light and energy.